it might just all be a facade

Tuesday, September 11, 2007;

♥ 9/11/2007 08:54:00 PM

Just give a little bit of lovin' and im okay
Have a little bit of faith dont walk away
'Cos i know that you need me
Just open your eyes
Its me that youre hurting
And you words cuts deep inside>>

Breathe, living creatures. That's our only purpose in life. To breathe, use up the oxygen in air, and of cos, add on to the workload the plants already have. (:
Eat, you fat fools. That's the purpose of having resturants and foodcourts in the country. And that's how we support the chefs in the making. (:
Die, all must die. Sounds sadist, i know. But come to think about it, all of us will die someday, somehow. Depending on when and how and where and why. Feel that life is a burden? Just end your life, dude.
Study, silly students. That's our only purpose when we're stuck in this education system, with no getaways. Since the age of 4/5, when we entered kindergarden, i supposed no one has yet to tell you the awful truth. We'll be stuck with studying for the next few decades of our lives! ): Yes, no get away. In this education system. We can only move on, and continue. No wait, some institutes dont even allow you to move on, that's if you retain or fail or expel from school or etc. They wanna pull you back and make you lag behind others in your batch. Yes, they are horrid. You can try running away, but they're just out to get you. Like hello, my group of friends and i ran away to china for three whole weeks. In the end, we still find ourselves i this sticky stituation, stuck with books, notes, projects, assignments, and what's the worst thing we can ever face? Stress and examinations. Sickening huh. Need a solution to get away from all these? You'll need really really supporting parents, or you need super duper ultra bad results to show the world that you cant study for nuts. For me, i have the latter, but not the first. ):
So, im stuck. What about you?

Okay, and im finally uploading the photos and sharing the china trip story. Slowly, but steadily. (:
Nothing much happened on the first day. Just that i went to the airport, and realised the only soul i know on the trip was aaron teo. =l But then, it got better. (: Cos i met people like Binbin Pamela Calister Johnathan and weixiang.
And oh oh, the main highlight of Day 1. The last flight we were suppose to take from changsha to the final destination was delayed twice. ): From 2plus to 4plus, and then to 6plus. Ha, there were many angry china passengers making a scene at the airport. TYPICAL. :D

A welcome from Zheng Zhou Sec Sch.
My study table in the hostel!
The toilets. Werent exactly fabulous, but if you went thru fairfield's slt to yunnan '06, you'll find this a heaven. (: Well, at least there's a proper flush system!
First time at the supermarket! Everytime, you can see us running to and fro here and our hostel, cos we need to 'stock up' food! :D
Hostel roommates! <3> Me calister Binbin and Pamela! Interesting girls. (: Yknow binbin and pam are actually sarah's classmates! What a small small world. :D I still rmbr, the first night in the hostel, we had a chat until 3am+. Haha! Goodness, i miss their 24/7 company so so much. ):
Our hostel room! Looks familiar? My birthday's 25/4! :D Okay this is so much better than i expected, seriously! We've got proper beds, we've got a bathroom to share just among the four of us, and we've aircon! :D
Sleeping in the lessons. As usual. =l Its not my fault. ): I really really cannot help it okay. You ask my friends!
Random photo. Bai laoshi came out while the 3 of us were tryin to take a photo using self-timer. So we pulled her into the photo! (:
Aaron's evidence of proving that lessons are a little too boring. This is just 1 out of the many.
First time in the city! Pizza company and my 'clique'. (: Okay, the rest of the 'trip-mates' rushed to shop and everything. Just the seven of us, we rushed for fooodddd. No wonder, the three guys of the trip are deprived of good food. :D
The local piled-up salad VS
Singapore's tiny salad. :D Please, singaporeans where got KS? And we all had a good laugh over this matter. Thinking back, we seriously look like some let-loose monkeys. Haha!
Okay, this was delicious! (: Okay, we were just really hungry and deprived of good food.
I love the girls! <3>
Outside! Where am i? Im behind the camera! :D
At some historical place.
Say EEWK. And ive tons of photos on skeletons okay. Courtesy of aaron teo yi long.
Thats my deuter okay. (:
Im a proud owner of this crumpler pouch, not. =l
I think 'Jia Gu Wen' are pretty interesting! :D Oh yeah, i also thought the way words are discovered very cool. :D
MOOO. Okay, he wasnt supposed to show those middle fingers. Bleah.
Us again! (: Jon's saying "She's a star!" Haha, kiddin. =p We were all supposed to point up at that guy actually, but... haha!
It's sad that i need to leave it in china. ): There's baggage limit you see.
They're really really hiliarious. Esp the one in red. LOL. Btw they were posing as if they were peeing into that pot. (:
That way please!
Let us out! (Of this education system, please.)
Us at some restuarant with not-so-okay food, but superb airconditioner. Binbin and i stood in front of the aircon like some retards.
Prove that guys do not always have a sense of diretion okay! (: Haha. Okay, yknow everytime we were brought to the city area, and have our own free time. We just need to stick with the guys. We need to because we four girls simply couldnt recognise our way. ): Our sense of direction are really bad. When we enter a shop, and came out of it, we forgot to continue shopping by turning right or left. If you get what i mean above, you shuld be shaking your head and calling us fools by now.
At some historical place again.One word: RETARDED.
My love of a lifetime. <3> Hey! I really loved abacus and mental last time okay. Haha. And i was really sad when my teacher decided to stop teaching us cos the class's left with only 3 pathetic souls. Haha. If only i continue pursuing my interest in abacus. If only..
Two main persons in the foreground, two extras in the bacground. (:
YUCKS. Oh btw, we were at 'dou ji chang', translated it into english. It's come chickens battling stadium. Haha, yeah. I only watch this in shows! Okay, but it's quite cruel. ): Oh ya! This uncle scrowled at aaron for bullying me. :D LOL
Meet my new friend!
Boat ride! (: We went to have a try at canoeing the boat, and it's really tough. Haha. :D Not only was the boatride fun, the company made the ride even more interesting.
Second time back at pizza company. (:
Back in school! He tickled me, and i took revenge by doing this. Okay, in class. Weixiang Aaron and I, Bin and Pam, Jon and Cal sat tgt. I dunno how the rest keep awake. But i keep awake by doodling on my handbook. Aaron kept awake by drawing on his arm. =X And we helped each other to keep awake by ticking each other. That's what friends are for.
Self-study. Okay, we faked it. =p We were eating and chitchatting, until i set the camera on self timer.
KTV!
Jiaying's mine aaron's
At Shao Lin Shan. Okay, i was disappointed with this trip to shaolin. ):
I miss/love obs. ): TENZING!
Dumdeedum! We do act retarded sometimes. =p
Titantic happened in china, once upon a time.
Real waterfall okay! I love it! <3>
Okay, story time! At YuntaiShan. Binbin, Pam, Aaron and i were walkin tgt. The local people were really horrible. ); They blocked up the whole pavement, refusing to budge, they smoked even though the whole place was so crammed up, and they pushed and shoved people's like no frekaing business. ): Pfft. Aaron was so pissed til he shouted at them, and the bus driver too! The thing is, he doesnt know that he was standing behind me, and he shouted straight into my ears, LODULY okay. OUCH. ): And yeah, the four of us held hands like some human chain. LOL. But then again, pfft. Why are the people so liddat? Bleah! Okay la, at least we survived. (:
Our feets were in the water btw. And the water was really coolllddd. (: Fun! Haha.
He was the first to climb up that rock. Hey, i was the second. Not bad ar.
Let's fight! Haha. That was really fun. Too bad binbin was wearing this tight shorts. ): It'd have been more fun if she was with us, really. ): Oh, aaron and i went close to the waterfall to join cal and jon. I'll upload the photos once i get my hands on them from cal. :D
In hostel! (: We started cam-whoring. Thank god for the invention of self-timer. :D
Us at Huang He! We complained like amd cos we walked a really really long distance to see a dirty river. ): Haha.
He drove. Jon drove. And I drove okay! Haha. Ask binbin, we were screaming and laughing like mad mad mad. I was so scare that i'll crash into aaron's car. LOL. But it's really fun, minus the eating sand part. LOL.
Presenting to you, DICO. The imitation of KFC. :D Okay, the chicken tasted horrid okay! And the lady refused to give us more ketchup. ): BOO!
Pam and Binbin act cute! :D
My thighs, Binbin's dirty shoes, Aaron's berms.
Our last night in the hostel. Us with Bao lao shi! :D She's lovely man! And she gave each one of us a butterfly hairclip. <3> I miss her, well, i guess we all miss her!
Oh ya, our hostel's enviornment. The corridor. The lights lit up when there are sounds. :D Sounds like the yunnan motel lightings huh. =p

This is our paradise! The waterpoint, we usually collect hot water from here to bathe. (:
Last night in the hostel. Instead of sleeping early for the train ride the next day, we stayed up chatting til really late. Haha. And omg. We woke up late, as in really late, the next morning. ): LOL.

Oh dudeeeees. I'll upload the rest and continue with the story another time okay? (:
Cos im sleepy! And im ready for bed. See!

I seriously seriously need a runaway. To china, to bangkok, to thailand, to wherever. Just get my butt somewhere, where life isnt so troubled and stress as mine right now. ):
I wanna runaway from everything.

youre a total confusion yourself;

&maybe things will be fine after awhile.